Lucky

Knock! Knock!
Who's there?
Bean!
Bean who?
Bean a long time since I seen you!
I know, I know! But hopefully with a new layout and updated title, I can get back into the swing of things.

Lately I have been realizing how lucky I really am. I have found my calling in being a teacher. I am fortunate to be able to get enough work to support myself and can continue doing other things that I love such as coaching swimming and playing in the Holland College Community Band. It is times like these when I want to pinch myself. I don't have everything I want, but I have the things that count and make me happy. Those other things that I want are just bonuses.

Matt and I are getting readying to move. We are so excited. We are going to move into this nice little duplex, two blocks from where we currently live. It was gutted about a year ago and redone completely. The main floor has a living room and a nice big kitchen. Upstairs is two bedrooms (one we will use as our computer room) and the bathroom. It is probably not bigger than our current space, but the layout is better and we will have a deck and a washer/dryer/dishwasher which are all perks. We move in around the first of April and can't wait!
Along with this move, comes a lot of sorting and purging. I've been really good so far at getting rid of things such as clothes and old books. I mean I still love to read, but where I now have a kindle, I can start to transition my book collection over to digital formats and get rid of a lot of books I have already read. I'm a bit sad that I haven't been reading as much as I would like. Sometimes I find it had to get into a book, whether it is because of the book, or of my mood or that I'm using a kindle has yet to be determined. That said I have read two more books from the Betsy the Vampire Queen series in the last day or so. Working so much and having all these extra-curricular activities does not lead to much time to read.



I love coaching swimming and being around the pool. It is something I've done for years and years and I have been so fortunate to be able to continue doing with with my career. That said, this year I am experiencing some major challenges. I am coaching a group of 11-14 year olds who are competitive. and unfortunately at these ages kids either decide that they enjoy swimming competitively and are able to have a lot of motivation to do what is asked OR they just goof off. In my group I am at about 1/2 and 1/2 right now. It gets hard to try and get these swimmers who are goofing off to listen to me and do what is asked. There are some days when I want to pull all my hair out because they are being so frustrating. There is only one more training cycle left in our season (from after March Break, through to provincials May 13-15). I have made some progress with a few of them, so hopefully I can motivate the others and get some good training in so that they can meet their goals. I've been having issues with the parents as well, since they don't seem to understand how much time and planning and effort goes into coaching. I can't force a kid to swim. I can only do my best, and it is a crappy feeling when your best isn't enough.